I feel like dying, I feel like something is eating me inside slowly. I'm feeling suicidal, feeling lonely, depressed, hollow and empty. I need to do something with my life. Something significant. I don't know who I can talk to, I never expressed myself seriously to anyone, not my family nor my friends. I'm all alone in this world. Taking all this burden to the grave. I want to consult someone. Someone I can rely, someone I can trust but there isn't one. Allah is the only I can rely to but I don't know why I haven't done what He asked me to, solat and repent. Maybe I'm not ready, ready to do anything. I'm like a ghost, a soul wondering in this world for a purpose. I know what I must do, but I don't know where to start. I need someone. I need help. Can someone help me?