sing me a song.

Listening to acoustic songs, love songs. Can't stop thinking bout you everyday. Kept smiling when you're around me. It cheers me just by standing beside you, even for a minute. Talking to you and making you laugh. It makes my day. You just wish its easy to say it, just like in the movie. But when you know what the answer is going to be. You became scared and freaked out if its gonna turn bad. I just felt like I'm not good enough for her. But I know if she was meant for me Love will find its way and things will be okay. I swallow my feelings deep inside and hope that it'll be digested. There is no such things as Happy Ending for me. I'm alone, a family but no support, friends that comes and go and no one except my Mother to love me. The only thing I had is God and Music by my side. And so I'll keep singing to myself to cheer me up and keep praying to god so that I have the courage to continue on living and having the will to not ever give up. So that somehow in my fucked up life, I will find happiness and love that endures with me till the day I died. Amin.