Its already near end of Feb 2012. There's good news & bad news. Lets start with the bad one, so we'll have a happy ending at the end of this entry. Like always, life is full of challenges and you'll just have to face it with a strong heart. I've been hospitalized and admitted to the ICU, again. I'm fucked cause of my own ignorance. I just don't know how to stop, smoking that is. That shit is cursed and I'm cursed, its happening all over again, my body is getting weaker due to all the medication. Well lets just hope I'll be able to stop this stupid hazardous habit. Other than that, my love life is just as fucked, & nothing is progressing according to what I plan & I'm still not financially stable, the parade of unhappiness keeps on coming. I've invested in a music studio business recently, the name of the studio is Penny Lane Studio you guys can check us out on facebook or twitter, just click the link at the end of this entry. The studio is still under construction, we're a bit behind schedule but non the less we're progressing alright, at a turtle pace!. The band is in a coma state, our drummer has moved to Johor to further his studies. No gigs, no recording. We're are just procrastinating, for some reason. I don't know why. Might as well leave the band and focus on other stuff. I've been taking some piano lesson. I don't have a piano and a keyboard. I still can't afford to buy one. Since the studio is not open yet, I'm broke to the state of penniless. My other business partner is off somewhere, I don't know where the fuck are they. They're leaving the studio in my hand despite of me still struggling with my health recovery. People are taking advantage of my kindness. I'm going to be less kinder to people & start with the attitude of a motherfucker from hell. I'm basically at the state of breaking down, mentally and physically. Just holding out myself & try to work things out properly and accordingly. And if you're still waiting for a good news or a happy ending. There is no happy ending in my life, its just bad news after bad news. FML ROTFL LOLOLOL and I still don't know what this stands for but I think its appropriate to be put on here cause all the people that use this short forms are basically stupid and retarded.
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